It is no secret that I have been a bit tired as of late. I have a kid that just won’t sleep through the night anymore. One reason being he has a cough that comes during the night (allergies) and 2 I just don’t know why . I am tired. Exhausted. And yet, I still am trying to find time to get shit done. Blog shit, house shit, sleep shit. That is over rated by now the sleeping bit. But this whole lack of that is taking its toll. The dark circles that no amount of magical concealer will fix. Praise God for photoshop (I only use it for lightening, darkening, and dark circles ok and bad pimples) it can do what concealer cant. So, why not take a break, you may ask yourself.
Because of that can’t stop won’t stop attitude. I have to get all my shit done, friends, all of it. And this blog is my oasis, just as much as my Xbox is. Although the stress from this is a different kind of stress. It is the stress I like the challenging kind, the creative kind. It’s good.
Lately though I have been feeling slacking in that dept. I spend a lot of time a doctor offices with my little. As a parent with a child who has ASD, it is sometimes hard for us to remember us. Take time for us. And I unfortunately am also the kind that just can not sit still, can not do nothing. Even dead tired I have to get the dishes done, even dead tired I have to get the little to his appointments. That can’t stop won’t stop attitude keeps me a float as much as my coffee does. And as far as the blog is concerned it is my business. My creation (even though it will be changed in future.we are working on the details.) . I am still trying to get traffic back up from when I was sick for most of January.ugh.
So I figured I would post a bit of what’s going on. A bit of nonsense. Really is this post going anywhere or am I rambling like an exhausted weirdo?